Ragamuffin Soul

Sometimes I wonder if he remembers ever not being mine. Los

Today I am Thankful for Dae Seok’s (Losiah’s) mother. I wrote this a year ago on the ever of Losiah’s birthday… I wonder if she was alone. Last year. Tonight. Was she alone? Right now. Tonight. Is she alone? Was she surrounded by family? Was she still debating life as a single mother in a [...]

My friend John is adopted. He is adopted from South Korea. He was adopted through Holt International. He is basically Losiah all grown up. John has an amazing opportunity that I can only pray Losiah will have one day. He has the chance in a few weeks to go back to Korea and meet his [...]

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One of Steven Curtis Chapman’s chinese daughters accidently killed in driveway. Dear Lord. I don’t get it. I don’t know why this stuff happens. I can only imagine losing Losiah to an accident like this. And one if his sisters accidently doing it. After all the prayers and hope his sisters put into him and [...]

Tonight when I put him to bed he hung on to my face as I tried to pull away. He had that look you see in the second picture. The look that said…”So you still love me even after all this time? You haven’t changed your mind right? We still cool?” He didn’t say that. [...]

It is days like today that I think of her. And I know, she is thinking of you. She is wondering what you are doing. She is wondering how you are. I am wondering what she is doing. I am wondering how she is. Today is the day that my heart is so full it [...]

This was our trip home. What a blessing our families, Sandals Church and this blog was. Thanks for reliving the journey with me. Stay tuned for the next great adventure. Coming sooooooooooooooooooooon… Los

The best and worst part of the journey was this moment. Taking a woman’s baby from her after 7 months of raising him. One more moment… The Hug filled with love and pain I remember thinking… What if I can’t love him? What if he doesn’t love me? But in that moment…Stepping into that cab… [...]